Only in my dreams

Last night I had a dream that I was walking through the grocery store and my bff daughter was sitting in the front and I was tickling and playing with her.  I walk a little further and I have this new born baby in my arms sleeping, I looked down at the baby (for some reason I knew it was a boy) and my heart felt full.  Then a loud obnoxious noise came about, I hit SNOOZE on the alarm.  I closed my eyes praying that I could go back to sleep because I wanted so badly to feel complete again, but it didn't happen.  A couple weeks ago I had a dream about a baby again, I was feeding it with a bottle (this time it was a girl) someone else wanted to hold her so I passed her on and then I picked up a puppy and started feeding it with a bottle.  My dreams are so vivid, I just wish that they would tell me where these babies are coming from, do I continue on my IVF journey or adopt?

Amy - Thank you for commenting on my post the other day, I am between cycles right now so that is the ONLY way that I do not think about it on a daily basis (or better yet of every second of every day).

PS. Wherefore art thou AF, if you do not show up by tomorrow on your own the RE told me to call and we will make you happen.